Its strange, I feel as if I do not have that much to update on, but yet more at the same time. So here is what has been happening lately:
Nicaragua.
Colorado
"the cowardly will not see heaven"
Arabic
2 Corinthians 3:12-4:2 (v 16)
forgiveness
new job
haircut
prepare
photography
staying/going, change, cycles, repeating, stopping, boys, feelings, fears and freedom.
I remember before I moved from Murfreesboro I had this feeling whenever I would drive around, that my life was going to change drastically, that I wouldn't be there much longer. That feeling has made its way back while I'm here, as well. Its not discontentment, just, as if change is in the air. It reminds me of the fourh of july, in a way. Waiting around all that day for the "big event". Lazy times, sitting in plastic chairs, roasting marshmallows, and catching up with family. Slowww times, time passes by slow and easy. Then all of a sudden, HUGE explosions go off that you've been waiting for all day. And both are equally as exciting, its just that feeling of whenever it just starts to get dark, you know its coming. Just a very sudden feeling, overall right now.
I'm sure that didnt make much sense, but sometimes its hard to convey such feelings that are hard to even describe to your self, in a way.
It reminds me of this verse that God shows me a lot. Isaiah 66:9
almost as if you can see the contractions happening in your life for events that are about to happen.
Alright, I might getting a little to metaphor happy, but I think I'm expressing myself well enough.
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